When the Lights Go Down

I know it has been a really really long time since I have written anything...and in all this time some amazing things have happened to me. I finally graduated from college. In a whirlwind of exhaustion and amazement, I walked acrossed a stage that I never thought I would even stand on. Im not sure it has hit me yet. Like a bad habit, I still feel like I should be doing a little homework...who ever thought I would be tweaking over assignments. And following close behind, I have finally decided to quit smoking. After way too many years, I have given it up. Its been a month and I am still going strong. I feel better every single day. And this really opens up a lot of doors for me. I have started working out more. Lets face it, I have never been even close to being called skinny...and I probably wont ever be, but there is nothing wrong with being healthy...so I am giving it another shot. Years ago I lost a bunch of weight, but a terrible relationship and overwhelming sadness will do that to a person. So now that I am happy, the weight crept back and its just time to get rid of it. And now, since Im not smoking...there is no reason to not work out. I have never been called lazy so no excuse this time. Ive been keeping up with working out. Only not doing it on the weekends. Ive also been job hunting. Im ready to spread my wings and fly and even though I havent found anything YET, I am hopeful that God has a plan for me and he can see my heart. So I just keep on trucking. Im super happy, despite my bout of insomnia. Im loving life. And even though we drive each other crazy, I love my wife. I know she is getting into heaven because she puts up with my crazy :)